[Most Recent Entries]
Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in
|Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005|
Hawaii is a beautiful, wonderful place... so why do i just lay around all day and want to go home and be with my friends?
|Tuesday, July 19th, 2005|
At most concerts I go crazy and run off alone. But, for the first time, when I ran away at All Good, I realized how much I just wanted to run back and be with my friends. I had an amazing time conncecting with everyone, especially blair and anna.
On another note, I realized how in love I am with Annie Parsons. When she came and found me at Victor Wooton, was probably the moment i realized she is like my family. Annie means so much to me, and I will probably never tell her because she should just know it.
I am sitting here packing, listening to coldplay, feeling .... feeling... how do i describe it... feeling like i have lived.
I am sad that Im leaving hereford. Guys, tomorrow Ill be gone... and then ill only be home for a little while before Boston. Im not struggling to say goodbye, because its not like that. I'm struggling to say thank you to all the amazing people who have made my life better just by loving me. To all who have loved me, I love you too, thank you so much, for being so fucking cool. Current Mood: indescribable
|Tuesday, July 12th, 2005|
Last night I randomly went to NY with Doni and John O. John O. interests me, im excited hes going to all good. Tonight we are going to Marias and im excited. John says he doesnt think i can keep up with his dance moves... we shall see ..
Sean is awesome, i love how he likes to make everyone happy.
Poison Ivy really sucks, man. Current Mood: happy
|Saturday, July 9th, 2005|
|If I run to the bathroom will I bump into my mom and have to explain why im home at 7 AM ?
Last night I hung out with Wes and Biggs, two cute, tall, blond-haired boys. We blew a bunch of yay-yo. They were really fun to hang out with. I also convinced Andy to hang out with me. AH andy, the love of my bonnaroo, well.... kindof.... Last night was super ooober awesome because I wasnt expecting any of it and hardly got out of bed. Now, suddenly, its like 7:02 in the morning! I love life Current Mood: listless
|Friday, July 8th, 2005|
|"I'm Really Drunk and in New Orleans"
I woke up at 4:30 am this morning feeling yucky and bored. Laying in my bed, i was supprised when my phone rang at like 5. It was my friend Marty.
Marty is someone that I have known for a long time and shared many experiences with, however, my friends know little about him, and only Andrea, Jill and my hairdresser Gail have ever met him.
Many people have told me that I am a free spirit, hard to get in touch with, and a hard partier. However, compaired to Marty, I am meerly a baby in these ways.
I can never get in touch with him. However, he will call me from time to time while he is on tour with his band. This morning, he called me from Louisanna. He told me his band just got a record deal.
Marty is a hudge guy who always wears black and has tatoos all over his arms.I wouldnt say that I miss Marty, but I love hearing from him, and I love his crazy, free, adventurous life. One day he called me before school at 6 AM on a random Thursday. He had just gotten back from New York city and was so fucked up he told me he got new shoes like six times. He convinced me to skip school and we had some adventures.
All in All Marty is awesome. I dont know if I can ever truely describe him. But, hes a cool dude, dude. Current Mood: contemplative
|Friday, July 1st, 2005|
Last night was fun. I played a crazy yatzee game with ari, elliot, jill, and this cool girl tara who reminded me of blair, the greatful dead shirt she was wearing helped with that...
it wasnt normal yatzee, it had all these rules and you smoke for certain combinations of the dice and take bong hits when you get yatzee. The game was really fun. It was the kind of thing I think Justin would like a lot.
On another note, I talked to tim yesterday for the first time in months. I dont know how i still feel so much when I talk to him. I dont know what I want from him, or why when I think of him it still hurts sometimes. All I know is ive never let anyone get so close to me since.
Jill, Doni, Rachel and I went to fells pt. for dinner and drinks last night and this bum asked Rachel for a cigarette and she was nice and gave him one. Later though, he came back around and told me I was going to die!! Then he stole the twenty dollars jill left for the check! He wasnt cool....
then on the way to the car, we saw this guy who had a big sign that said "Ninjas killed my parents... need money for karate lessons".. that was cool, man.
Peace and love
|Thursday, June 30th, 2005|
Not having a cell phone makes it really hard to see all the people I want to see.
I must say, i love how positive my friends are. I think for the most part, my friends always look on the bright side of things. This makes me really happy. I feel like society often tries to make people feel scared, helpless, and sick. But, I love how its possible to look at the world in a different light,
its not that scary after all.
Rolling down the hill with Sean was splendiferous. Current Mood: contemplative
|Tuesday, June 28th, 2005|
Last night reminds me of why I love Doni...
iwas fucked up, alone, shoeless, and taken for a homeless person... when doni picked me up from royal farms at 3 AM last night. He smoked with me and made me feel better. doni has been there for me at my lowest points time and time again -- thanks doni Current Mood: touched
|Friday, June 24th, 2005|
It's 3:04 AM. Can't Sleep. I wish a person was like a robot and had a little pannel of buttons that I could push to be sleepy, hungry, full... even clean... clean would be a good button. WOw.. im a dork..
I cant wait to want something really badly and have to work hard to get it.
I am happy, living in hereford, spending time with amazing people. But I feel stuck in my ways and bored. I feel like i should be relaxing in these days before college, but I just need to be doing something every moment of my time. I think i would be happier if i just smoked a lot of pot and got really really fat.
Im going to seans house. Current Mood: discontent
|Saturday, June 18th, 2005|
Last night was amazing. The fun really started at Christian's house. It was a bigger party than usual because it was Wyatt's going away party (hes going to Georgia for the rest of the summer... but i dont know why...). I invited doni and andrea and robin to come hang out. I had a quarter of mushies from bonnaroo and I decided to eat them with andrea. We left the party and went to her hotel room (haha why did she have a hotel room... yup, not really sure?). Doni, Kendal,Eugeen, Tafari, and robyn all came to the hotel room with us. Eventually all of the boys left, leaving me and andrea to geekouttrip watching crazy zombies on tv while robyn passed out. WHen the zombieness started to geekus out too much, we went outside to smoke a cig. We were kinda just making sounds at one another when we hear these boys a level above make funny sounds back at us. The boys came downstairs. they were in a band on tour. they brought us beers and bud and captinmorgan. There was a blond boy and a dark haired boy with small plugs in his ears. The blond haired boy was realllly funny, he made andrea and I laugh so much. We finally woke up robyn and convinced everyone to go on a drive with us to hereford. We drove out to the fields around annes house and walked down to the river. Robyn and the notblond boy passed out in the car while andrea and I talked with the blond haired boy. He was awesome. He told me that he didnt really like people that much, but then he kept being like, but you guys are cool, i like hanging out with you. I kindof took that as an ultimate compliment. Robyn drove back to the hotel, where we parted with the two boys.
We went out to breakfast and i got a cotton candy icecream face (it had a cherry nose). Next we went swimming at lock raven where the water was really warm. Then we met up with andreas friend mike and got some bud and smoked until i found myself sadly at home with nothing to do but muse back on the awesome night. Current Mood: drained
|Wednesday, June 15th, 2005|
I finally did it. I went to bonnaroo in tennessee. It was amazing. I am happy. Current Mood: full